Well, this has certainly been a wild past few weeks. In case you don't know, torque is the force used to twist things or spin them around, and that's about where my life seems to be right now - spinning me around in its ups and downs till I'm pretty much exhausted.
I wrote a week and a half ago about how happy I was with God, life, and the universe in general. I think that was the night before I found out about my Dad's cancer. And since then it seems like I've been running from one thing to another, some great and some not as great, until now I just need to rest.
Last Monday I had my first small group for the Truth Project. A little on the low side (3 other people), but not bad for a first week. Unfortunately, we weren't able to get really anyone to come to this week which would have been our first actual session, so we had to postpone, which was kind of a bummer. On getting back afterward, though, I found out that there area actually several people who wanted to come who will probably make it next week. Again, up and then down and now up again. I started a prayer meeting on Tuesday as well, but no one showed up. Down again.
Large Group that Thursday was pretty good; we had a great speaker from a church in Edgewood, Brian Hackett, and a great number of people - really exciting! As I found out later, though, many of them were only there because they know the speaker, and they don't even attend UNM. Sigh. Plus I've started to notice just how many new people we have who are sticking around, which is great, but also the people who have shown up to one or two things and now aren't around any more. It's a normal thing for any chapter, but it's always sad to lose people, especially if they seemed like they wanted to be involved and really be a part of the group.
There have been other things going on, but I won't get into them. I'll just let you know about yesterday (Tuesday), which kind of was the culmination of a two weeks of spinning my life around. I got a flat, which meant arriving 45 minutes late to a big meeting for some potential supporters (Christian business people), plus finding a time to replace it. I had a doctor's appointment later (no signs of Malaria!), the prayer meeting I was supposed to lead on the other end of town an hour later, a meeting with my IV Area Director after that, and then another potential donor meeting, with dinner somewhere in there. I ended up missing the prayer meeting so I could get the tire fixed, which meant spending about $440 to replace all four since the flat was the result of age and wear, not just a puncture. Quite a day.
God is good, though. Despite all the ups and downs, I really feel like He's just stood beside me and helped me remember that there is a plan, even if I'm too caught up in the craziness of life to recognize it.
I'd like to thank you all for praying for my Dad and my family. We're all doing really well, and we have a little more information now on the cancer. It's called chronic lymphocytic leukemia and is one of the more common forms, but also one of the less dangerous ones thankfully. The doctors think that my Dad has a somewhat minor case, though they plan to treat it a little more seriously until they are sure. In any case, apparently they don't plan to cure it because, since it's a blood-based disease, there is a fair chance that it is originating in the bone marrow, meaning curing it would require a bone marrow transplant, which would be more risky than just living with the cancer and treating it. As it stands, my Dad probably won't start any kind of treatment for as long as a year, and afterward they will just treat it any time it seems to come back. It's not exactly a clean bill of health, but I'm very thankful that it's not something more serious. Thank you all again so much, and please continue to keep this in your prayers!
I'd also really appreciate if you would pray for the students coming to IV right now. This is a kind of crucial point in the year since it really shows who will and who won't remain a part of the chapter or become a major part of what we do on campus. We have a lot of big plans for the year, but we're going to need the support of the chapter if they are going to pan out. Speaking of which, please pray specifically for our Great Escape retreat in a couple weeks. It's our fall conference, and we really hope students will come and maybe even bring some non-believers since we are going to try to use the event in an evangelistic way.
And now I'm going to go to bed to put an end to this madness of my twisty-turny life.
"Do not let your heart envy sinners,
but always be zealous for the fear of the LORD.
There is surely a future hope for you,
and your hope will not be cut off."
- Proverbs 23:18